18 Months Ago Today  / Hayley Dyer (Big Cousin )

Hello Laila,
This time 18 months ago you went to Heaven. Can you believe it? It definitely doesn't feel like it was so long ago. I still miss you as much and I still love you as much and that wont ever change.
Keep looking down on us, I know you're there for us whenever we need you.
Love you xxx

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The date that you should of been born  / Kerryanne Clark (mummy)

My Sweet Little Girl Laila, Your date when we should of met was on the 30th january! Its a day that i will always remember and treat the same as if you were here with me.

Me and your daddy went to visit you taking you a Happy Birthday Balloon with one on and lots of flowers to celebrate your day! We miss  you terrible and think of you so much every day, so here we are 1 Year by How time flies , Strange really when you are our precious little girl
\you will always be remebered and thought of always.
Love you forever and ever with all mummys heart, godbless  x x x x x x x x x x

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Hello sweetheart  / Hayley Dyer (Cousin)
Hello Laila,
I just wrote out a massive tribute and somehow it got deleted. Grr. It doesn't matter though, I'll try and write down everything I did before!!
I wanted to write to you to let you know that I still think of you all the time and I miss you like crazy. I can not believe that it's been over 15 months since you went to Heaven, it's so crazy. Nearly a year since your due date. It's really, really mad.
For such a tiny baby you've definitely had a massive impact on my life, even though you were born asleep I still have so many memories of you in your Mummy's tummy. I remember when we were talking about baby names and your Mum threatened to call you Flo!! And I made your Brother, Samuel do the guilt trips on your Mummy and make her buy all these really cute pink clothes. Oops. Hehe. She spent a lot of money that day!!
You will always have a huge place in my heart, I really mean that. I will never, ever forget you and I will make sure that people always know about you and make sure that your spirit is still kept alive. You're an amazing, beautiful baby girl and I love you so, so much.
I know that you're looking down on me, my little Guardian Angel. Please look after me over the next couple of months, I know that you will.
Anyway, just wanted to let you know how much I love you and how much I miss you.
Sleep tight Laila, have fun in Heaven and don't do anything too naughty!!
Love you, always and forever,
Your big cousin,
Hayley xxx

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A year ago  / Hayley Dyer (Cousin)

Dear Laila,

It has just gone midnight so today is a year since you went to Heaven. It is really strange, it really does not feel like it was a whole year ago.

Tomorrow we are going to your grave and we have some cards for you and maybe a few presents! 

I don't know why I'm finding it so hard to think of things to write. 

I wish you were here. 

I love you xxx

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Its nearly a year since you left us!  / Kerryanne Clark (mummy)

My Little precious Daughter! you are missed so very very much.
We only had a brief time together and the bond i made with you while in my tummy was so so very strong! I would talk to you quite a lot and rub my belly for the hope of feeling you move ~ i would hope so much to feel such movements but sadly only slight movements you gave me , i prayed so much for you every day that you would make it here but sadly it wasnt meant to be ! You Touched my heart  and that is where you stay everyday  ! We all love you so so very much . You were my little beautifully Girl that i was so proud of because you tried your hardest to get here with me and your family...... I hope that in heaven you are free and have made angel friends and that your great grandmothers are with you guiding you well and telling you how much you are loved and missed everyday..... Godless my Darling Laila always loving you forever ....Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Nite nite Godbless xxxxx

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Dear Laila  / Hayley Dyer (Cousin)

Hello sweetheart.

On Tuesday me, your Mummy, Uncle Pete and your big Brother Sam went to your grave and we spent some time there. Your Mummy and Pete made your grave look very very pretty!!! Me and your Unc Pete let go of red heart balloons (got it on video hehe) and they stuck together the whole time they were floating in the sky.

Your brother Samuel had a balloon but he didn't want to let go of it. (He calls it "my boon! my boon!")

I felt really calm and relaxed by your grave, I don't know why. Maybe it's because I just felt you around me. It was nice.

Anyway, I love you and miss you so much xxx

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Love you xxx  / Hayley Dyer (Cousin)

Hello baby girl,

I just thought I would write to you because I just want to say a few things.

Firstly, I love you so much Laila. So, so much. You have a big piece of my heart, especially for you - I will never, ever stop loving you. 

I miss you, a lot. And I think about you constantly. Sometimes I just see things and they remind me of you - the other day I saw a baby in Tesco's and she looked a bit like you. It made me sad but you know...you are in a better place now. Up in Heaven where all the other Angels are and I know that you're looking down on all of us. 

I haven't been to see your grave for a while. I really want to, all of my friends have promised me they'll take me once they pass their driving test! Haha. It's nice that they want to do that for me isn't it? I will come and see you soon!

I haven't really had the time to make your website look really pretty yet, I will try soon. I've been trying to find some nice pictures. etc to put on here. Once I find some I will add them on to here!

Also, I'll ask Mummy if she wants me to put anything else on here.

I don't really know what else to say so I'm going to go to bed.

I love you.

And I miss you.

Love always and forever,

Big cousin,

Hayley xxx

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Our sweet angel baby girl  / Mandy Dyer (Auntie)
~Laila~We waited a long time for you sweetheart, mummy has four boys who she loves dearly,  we were so happy to learn mummy was to have a baby girl but our happiness turned to sadness when we learnt things weren't meant to be.  God let you touch this earth for a moment but had other plans for you...you were chosen to play with all the angel babies...to laugh and have fun with a sky full of friends.  We would much prefer you were here but you passing through and touching our hearts has given us something precious to hold on to, the memory of you sweet Laila angel baby.  Always in my heart. Close

For the family Of Laila  / Irena Hill (Nanny to angel Kayleigh Erceg )

An Angel came one morning,
A visit he did pay.
That angel took my baby,
And tore my heart away.

So innocent was my baby,
An angel in my eye.
My baby didn't whimper,
Only gave a little sigh.

I truly love that baby,
More than words could ever say.
Lord, why did that angel come,
And take my babe away?

The answers, I will never know,
For it is your chosen way.
I know my babe's in heaven,
Safe in your arms, I pray.

Lord, help me to see that light,
So that I may understand.
And when I see my babe again,
It is in your promised land 

SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS
LOVE & HUGS



A sleigh full of hugs & kisses
just for you
sweet Laila
lots of love
xoxoxoxoxox

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Missing you  / Hayley Dyer (Big cousin )

2 months today since you went to Heaven, I miss you more and more each day but I am sure you're safe and having fun up there! 
Your Auntie Mandy bought you a teddy and asked me to look after it, so right now it's on my bed and I slept with it next to me last night.
Even though Bonnie (our doggy!) kept trying to eat it, lol! You would of loved her, she's so cute! Hehe.
Anyway Laila, keep looking over your family. We all need you and we wont ever forget you. You will always have a very special place in our hearts.
And I know that you're around me because you've been giving me signs, but sometimes they scare me, haha. It's because I'm a wimp and get scared of everything!
I love you lots and lots xxx

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My Beautiful little Girl  / Kerryanne Clark (mummy)
My Sweet little girl, Laila !
You were always what i had hoped for a beautiful girl! And there you were,  a Tiny little person, ever so sweet and yet sadly you went , up to the sky, Where i hope your spirit flys free with the Angels! I love you so, so  much its so cruel that you had to go, and yet your here with me everyday in my heart and always will be remembered and cherished for trying your best to be here with us your family!!! Godbless my sweet forever be at peace.
All my love mummy and all your familyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close